Letters to Hope

Well guess what “A/C King” turned out to be the man I thought he was not.

I swear Hope all men are scum show me one that isn’t and I will show you a million that say they aren’t as well.  He was being very nice to me making me promise after promise I went out to dinner with him a couple times I was of course still doing his books, and of course I was somewhat flirting with him which was very unprofessional of me.  Because I was insecure and thought that that is what all men need and expect.

It all turned out bad when I went on a business trip with him and he started to drink.  I of course thinking it was very unprofessional to get wasted on a business trip stayed sober. But he wanted more he talked about us being together and how much money he was going to make and how much he liked me and wanted to be with me.

It was all a mistake then he started calling me all the time drunk and wanting me to come over to his house. Well excuse me but that is not wanted or permitted. I was being nice and I am sure this is wrong but I thought he was going to help me support you. I thought he was going to help with a job not for me to fulfill his HUGE EGO and to be arm candy.

This was unwanted and un called for.  He helped me cry through thoughts of your father through nights and days of pain but not because he wanted my best interest at heart no because he wanted what all men every want and what most get.  I can not believe I was so stupid to think an actual guy wanted me for ME not for me being a girl.  At the moment I HATE all men. I hope you never learn what I have learned I hope you never see what men are really like. At times I hope you are just a lesbian. Life would be much easier believe me.

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