Letters to Hope

Yesterday you where 16 weeks old.

WOW, I am getting bigger. Today someone asked me when I was due. It was really neat. I thought I just looked fat but I guess you are really showing now. I heard your heartbeat yesterday and it is slowing down and very strong.

In two weeks hopefully I will be able to get to know what you are a girl or a boy. I am excited. I hope you open those little legs of yours so I can see what you are. I am going to bring in a tape so that I can record the ultra-sound.

Feeling Great and Getting Used to YOU

I am feeling great I think I am getting used to you being inside of me. It is weird how your body adjusts to these types of things.

I have to pee a lot but other then that I feel really good. My teeth are bleeding a lot, which is freaking me out but the doctor told me this is normal. I don’t feel like I am going crazy that much any more. In the beginning I thought I was going out of my mind but that is all better now HA.

Life is going ok. Slow and boring so far. But normal. Today your dad is going to buy us a shed (since ours blew away in the hurricane) I have a lot of cleaning up to do in the house and I really want to get started on it. It is driving me crazy. I am sure I have already said that a couple of times because I am a bit of a neat freak but hopefully it will all fall into place soon.

Picking a President Very Annoying

It is election time and I hate this time of year. Living in the USA is great but picking a new president is very annoying. The commercials are very annoying.

Tommy living with us is going OK I guess, I never see him, now that he started school which is good. But he STILL does not have a car which is BAD. But I guess I am getting used to it. I hope he does not live with us long after we have you. I want you all to myself. I am so selfish that way.

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU.

I do not even know you yet and I LOVE YOU.