Letters to Hope

When are you coming out???

I am getting bigger and bigger by the minute and I know you are moving down more because it is hard for me to sit correctly. LOL I am getting very excited and I sure hope you are not late in your arrival because I don’t think I can take much more.

Jenna says you will come when I am almost ready to rip you out of me and then it will be a couple days after that. HA! I hope I am not that unlucky.

Don’t you want to come meet your mommy and daddy and big family?

The Crazy Now Will Soon be Forgotten

Samantha STILL has not been over to paint your room and it is driving me crazy.

I know you will never know this because, by the time you remember stuff, it will be all done, however we end up doing it. But, for now, it is driving me crazy.

Your daddy is getting more time off to spend with us. I hope this works out: I would love to see him more. He is trying to work it so that he gets the weekends off which would be wonderful. Besides me getting bigger, nothing really new has been happening.

That You Will Be Here Seems Weird

It is weird to think that you will soon be here. I am getting nervous and excited at the same time. I so want to hold you and kiss you and snuggle up with you and teach you stuff and watch you grow I can not wait.

About This Journal

I am not sure how much longer I am going to continue writing because I don’t want to leave this at work and then lose it.

I started your baby book and I want to stick it in there. I know I will most likely in your life write you a lot more then this but for now this will have to do.

I want you to always know that I love you and that daddy loves you and that we are so happy you are going to be in our lives. And, no matter what, I will be proud of you and will always care about you and will never do anything to intentionally harm you. I want you to remember that.

Even when times get hard between us (and I am sure they will, it is just human nature) please remember that I always love you. And you are wonderful and beautiful and always mine and daddy’s heart.