Letters to Hope

So you are going to be difficult, huh? HA! Boy, am I in for some fun. We went for our second ultra sound yesterday and you STILL had your legs closed. There was no way to tell if you where a girl or a boy. So now unless something is wrong (which I pray there [...]

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By the way little one, alcoholism runs in your family on both my sides and on your fathers and mothers side. What this means is, well, you should not drink. I am not allergic to anything in this world as of now not even poison ivy. But I AM allergic to Vodka. Well when I [...]

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I am not in the best of moods today despite my wonderful child inside me. There is a person in my life that I know by the time you read this will not even matter to me, but at the moment I am miserable with her existence. She makes my life a living hell and [...]

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Yesterday you where 16 weeks old. WOW, I am getting bigger. Today someone asked me when I was due. It was really neat. I thought I just looked fat but I guess you are really showing now. I heard your heartbeat yesterday and it is slowing down and very strong. In two weeks hopefully I [...]

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I went and saw my mom last weekend. I had a great time. We looked at baby items and also Anna gave me all these books to read to you. I think I will start reading to you as soon as you are born. Reading is so much fun; I hope you enjoy it as [...]

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I heard your little heartbeat today. It was very funny to hear. Very fast and loud. I wish your dad could have heard it. I decided that next time I go I am going to call him and let him listen in. He is so excited too.

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Well I have been feeling pretty good lately. No real complaints about much. My back hurts a little I need to start walking more and I sometimes have head aches but other then that things are going ok. I think about you often and am excited about you coming into my life. I am very [...]

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You are now 11 weeks as of two days ago. In 10 more weeks, I find out if you are a girl or a boy. Tommy (your Uncle) is now living with us and it is hard on me but your father really needs the help with the Pizzeria. And Tommy is going to hopefully [...]

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My breasts are KILLING me they hurt so badly. You better be a good eater to take away some of this pain HA. I told everyone at my job the other day, I was just too excited. And, it seems like since I told them, you have grown a lot more. Stay At Home Mom [...]

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You were 7 weeks old yesterday and are just a little blob in my belly. I am freaking out because I have already gained 7 pounds. (Which is a lot for me.) I am going to work out extra hard to stay thin. But I know you will make me fatter then I have ever [...]

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