Letters to Hope

Today was a very bad day for me.
I miss him….. I miss him so much.
I miss his arms and his legs and his smile and the way he holds me.
I miss my legs raped around his and the way he rolls over me in the bed, I miss his loud breathing and his snoring,
I miss [...]

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So we got back from a long trip to NY to see all your family and it was a very wonderful relaxing visit.  You grew up a lot in that two weeks and are talking all the time now, although you have rapidly digressed from potty training.  This makes me a little nervous but I [...]

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I am going through a whirlwind of emotions right now.
It is driving me crazy, your father is driving me crazy.  I am so tired of talking about our relationship, about changes that have to be made, about things that have been said or not said, about things I will not put up with no matter [...]

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Life has been going on for the past month or so without your father here, and as stated before you do not really realize it.
Since taking the job at the club after selling the Pizzeria’s and working at night he leaves to go to work when you are asleep and the fact that he [...]

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Your father has still not moved back into the house.  This seems to not affect you at all but it is weighing heavily on my heart.  I miss him and I wish that he would realize that what I want for our relationship and for our future will only benefit us in a positive way [...]

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I wanted to let you know that although this might be nothing, your father and I have been fighting a lot.  It is so hard to describe and explain how hard it is to have a relationship with someone and how much you have to work in that relationship.
I see our relationship and I keep [...]

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I can tell you this now that we are safe from the accident.
Disappointed in Daddy’s Behavior
I have to express my feelings toward your father at this moment. I have to tell you how disappointed I am in his behavior, how I don’t understand it and how hurt I feel.
I, of course, was freaked out over [...]

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Christmas was very relaxing this year your father and I went to Delray Beach and rented a hotel room. It was nice to get away from it all.
I hope that in your life I try and keep it as stress free as possible. I am realizing this is a killer on you emotionally and physically. [...]

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I was thinking of this the other day and thought it would be nice to tell you a little about your father and I since I was always curious about that kind of stuff when I was young, about my parents and most of it they could not remember.
Joseph: Daddy
Ok, about your father…
(I will mention [...]

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